Month: March 2006

  • There are some people who are really getting on my last friggin nerve!
    Why do some people have to poke their noses into someone else’s
    business? Why can’t they mind their own business? Why do they feel that
    it is necessary to try to stir shit with other people’s lives? Why
    can’t they just stop trying to tell me shit and try to stir more shit
    between me and other friends? I really can’t stand people who feel that
    they just HAVE to be stirring shit!! And it especially pisses me off
    after I have told them to leave me the fuck alone about all this shit
    and they keep talking about it!!! What are they trying to do, turn me
    against my GOOD friends? What the fuck!!!

    Sorry for the language people. Just really pissed off.

  • Started my second job yesterday. I’m working for a friend of the family that has her own embroidery business. And I like it. I’ve always been around sewing machines and the like because of my mother. So everything was so easy to learn! in fact, I shocked the hell out of my “boss” because I threaded two of the industrail embroidery machines all by myself yesterday and never asked for any help either. LOL! And they were fine too. It’s just that as soon as you have gotten used to working with sewing machines, then you learn the basics and can easily figure stuff out. But it’s easy work. Really fast paced though, but I enjoyed it. It’s cool to watch a design go from the computer onto a garment, or hat, or whatever else it gets put on to. But doing it is like ”painting” with a sewing machine and thread. It’s cool. Might not be interesting to some people, but it’s the artist in me that finds it fascinating. LOL! I’ll be able to come up with my own designs and then put them onto stuff. And I’ve already got some awesome ideas. I also made some silk screen designs a few years back and they would really be cool embroidered onto a T-shirt. Kinda like my “Andy Warhol” version of a Bruce Lee picture that i did. WAY COOL! And also the Elvis and James Dean designs I silk screened a long time ago!! Can’t wait til she lets me do that kind of stuff. She’s and awesome lady and told me that she wants me to learn EVERYTHING!! LOL!

  • Half-Cocked
    Random Brutal Sex Dreamer (RBSDf)

    Fiery. Hungry. Blatant. Sexual. Christ. You are Half-Cocked.

    There’s a lot of wild lust inside you, banging around, that much is obvious. There’s also a lot of untamed emotion. When either escapes, look out. One minute you’re completely together, the next you’re a howling gale of hormones and opinions.

    Outside relationships, your intense, mercurial personality makes you a charmer. You can be fiercely devoted, and it’s likely that many of your friends will be friends-for-life. Of course, your enemies are likewise certain and zealous, especially your exes and their therapists.

    Your exact opposite:
    The Maid of Honor

    Deliberate Gentle Love Master
    You will find the right person. In the short term, he’s someone virile who won’t sweat your imperfections. In the long term, he will be someone mature and caring who will grow to love them.


    ALWAYS AVOID: The Slow Dancer

    CONSIDER: The Playboy, The Billy Goat

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  • the Questioner
    Test finished!
    you chose CY – your Enneagram type is SIX.


    “I am affectionate and skeptical”



    Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.


    How to Get Along with Me



    • Be direct and clear.
    • Listen to me carefully.
    • Don’t judge me for my anxiety.
    • Work things through with me.
    • Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
    • Laugh and make jokes with me.
    • Gently push me toward new experiences.
    • Try not to overreact to my overreacting.

    What I Like About Being a Six



    • being committed and faithful to family and friends
    • being responsible and hardworking
    • being compassionate toward others
    • having intellect and wit
    • being a nonconformist
    • confronting danger bravely
    • being direct and assertive

    What’s Hard About Being a Six



    • the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
    • procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
    • fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
    • exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
    • wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
    • being too critical of myself when I haven’t lived up to my expectations

    Sixes as Children Often



    • are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
    • are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
    • form a team of “us against them” with a best friend or parent
    • look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
    • are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent

    Sixes as Parents



    • are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
    • are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
    • worry more than most that their children will get hurt
    • sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries

    Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

    The Enneagram Made Easy
    Discover the 9 Types of People
    HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages



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    but remember! it had only two questions!!!











    You are not completely happy with the result?!
    You chose CY

    Would you rather have chosen:

  • AY (EIGHT)
  • BY (FOUR)
  • CX (TWO)
  • CZ (ONE)







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  • The Wushu Gods hate me right now or they are testing my loyalty. LOL! I jammed three toes and ended up breaking two of them this morning. And I was so excited about going back to train tonight. But I went anyway. I just taped them togther and did my best. Quickly realized that I wasn’t going to do any pops on my kicks with my left foot (the left foot is the one with the broken toes) and eventually stopped kicking with my left foot altogether because of the impact of bringing it down after the kick hurt like hell. LOL! Jump kicks? HELL NO!!! Running? NUH UH!!! Just having shoes on hurt!!!


    Worked on some broadsword basics as well, and got a blister from hell!! But that’s what I get for not working on broadsword for so long!  But I’M NOT GIVING UP!!!!!!! LOL! NO WAY!!! But I am realizing that I am falling apart. LOL! Had Strep Throat really bad for a couple weeks so I couldn’t train. Got a blister from hell on my right foot Tuesday at work and didn’t go train because of that. It was actually filled with blood and bruised! And then I broke two of my toes this morning! And it started to storm right before I left to go to class tonight!! Something is trying to keep me from training! There is some sort of invisible force that is trying to keep me from going to class. LOL! BUT I WENT TONIGHT ANYWAY!! NYAH NYAH!! LOL!

  • Wow, a quiet day. Scares me!!

  • Well, got some work done on my website for Ray Park this weekend. And for those who competed in the Southern Cal Wushu Tourny, I hope that you guys don’t mind that I put some of your pics up on my site. But I got permission from Brandon at jiayo.com and also made sure that I gave credit to the photographers. But in case you guys wanted to see them, then you can check them out at http://www.jenshome.com/Page12.html. I just posted pics that had Ray in them. And if you guys have anymore with Ray in them, then send them to me if you like! I’ll be happy to put them up!!


    But I’m just so glad that he was there! Glad to see that he’s getting some recognition for his Wushu and that he is trying to get himself better known for it among the Wushu community. He’s got some mad Wushu skills!!! And he keeps getting better!! He’s got some new vids of himself up on his own site now that were taken a couple years ago (THAT made my day when his webmaster emailed me and told me about them!!) and Ray told me that he can do better now!!! And he also keeps me motivated!! He’s an awesome guy too and I consider it an honor to call him a friend.


    Oh well. Hope I can get to Wushu this coming week though! I am FINALLY feeling better! The “Scarlett Fever” in my throat is finally GONE!!! LOL!

  • Damn!! I didn’t realize that the Arnolds was THIS WEEKEND! And that the Chinese Martial Arts part was going to be done on Sunday!!! I have to WORK on Sunday!!!!!!!! DAMN DAMN DAMN!!!!

  • Man, I really hope that I feel alright enough to go to Wushu tomorrow night. I’ve been way too sick to even go anywhere else other than work and home. And I haven’t even worked that much either the past two weeks! Lucky I had some vacation time I had to use up!! But I am also going to look into transferring into another department the next couple weeks! My “probationary period” is going to be up and I’m getting a pay raise!! And if I get out of where I am now, it will be a hell of a lot less physically demanding and a hell of a lot less stress!!!!!!


    But I rented a couple DVD’s top keep me occupied. I rented Spirited Away and Princess Mononoke. I love those two movies!! I really need to go on ahead and buy them! And also look into getting the other Hayao Miyazaki films as well. But I also FINALLY got to watch Layer Cake, and it rocks! I’ve got to buy that one too.


    And I did find out something else last week that was cool!! One of the guys I train with is going to be writing his own graphic novel for Tokyo Pop Publishing!!! He’s an awesome artist! And I hope he’s successful with Tokyo Pop! But his name is Hugh Samples so keep your eyes out for his work next year! I’ll keep peeps posted!!


    And I am also SOOO JEALOUS of you Wushu peeps on the West side!!!!!! Looks from the pics of the tourny in UC Irvine this weekend that it ROCKED!!! You guys have all to cool Chinese Martial Arts tournaments over there! We have all the crap Sport Karate junk over here!!!!!! And only a very few Wushu tournaments!!