Month: October 2006

  • My mother is home from the hospital now. And she’s doing ok now. But it was pretty fucking scary!!! They also had to put two units of blood in her as well because her iron levels were so low as well as her red cell count. She was dangerously anemic. She was so close to death. And she’s also diabetic now! Isn’t that great! But the docs said that her blood sugar is messed up temporarily because of the stress on her body, but it’s got to be monitored for a couple weeks at least. She’s still real weak but it’s because she’s still a little low on red blood cells and her body has to make it’s own and get itself caught up. And it’s going to be a little bit weak until it does. Just like you feel after donating blood. She is also off all those heart meds as well. And we’re also going to be looking for another doctor. And possibly an attorney for a medical malpractice suit. Why in the hell did he put her on blood pressure meds (we didn’t know that’s what that stuff was for! We were told something else!!) when her blood pressure was ok? And why didn’t he check her iron, potassium, and red blood cell count before he changed her meds to begin with? When I took her in, her blood pressure was 64/32, her potassium was half what is supposed to be, her red blood cell count was half of normal, and her iron was half of normal, and she was going into kidney failure!!!!! Her body was shutting down!!!!! She was dying!!!!!!! And she wasn’t going to go peacefully either! She was going to die of a massive heart attack at any minute if I didn’t take her into the ER!!

    But the reason she was so low on iron was because she had gastric bypass surgery back in 1979. And because of that, she is unable to absorb iron. And her doctor should have been monitoring her iron all along!!!!!!! She’s going to have to take iron supplementation and also possibly have to go in for iron transfusions for a while to help get her iron levels maintained. And the lasix that her doctor put her on also made her potassium levels dangerously low!!!!!!! Even though she was taking potassium supplements, he should have been checking her blood levels to make sure she was getting enough!! So the key words for the day kiddies are BLOOD WORK!!!!!!!!!

    I’m just glad that she’s ok. My mom is all I have left. I’ve been so afraid that I am going to lose her by the end of the year and I’ve been mentally preparing myself for it, but I’m so thankful to have this chance to still have her.  


  • Mother is in the hospital with renal failure. Don’t know how long she is going to be in there.

    I
    am really scared people. When they got her back, her blood pressure was
    only 64/32. She was severly dehydrated and her potassium levels were
    dangerously low. And now the doc is saying that it’s possibly because
    of the new heart medication that she started taking today.

    I
    am home for just a short while, to let the dogs out and to get a few
    things for my mom and myself. But I’m back off to the hospital. She
    just got out of the ER and she’s in the Tilemetry Unit now. They just
    got her settled and she told me to come home and take care of the
    babies and get some rest. She needs some too. The nurse told me to come
    home and get some rest too.

    But I’m scared. GOD I am so
    scared. It was way to friggin close this time!!!! For the past couple
    months I have been fighting this fear that I would be planning my
    mother’s funeral by the end of the year, and I was sooo friggin close
    to doing it TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


  • Dumping Wushu for a bit again.

    Right
    knee is beyond help for a while. Really crunchy no matter what I do. I
    can just be sitting down and even if it’s just turned towards the
    inside the slightest bit, it hurts like hell. So there is something
    really messed up inside it. Have to keep it straight, or bent at a
    perfect 90 degree angle, or there is PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!! And I’ve been
    having to ice it and heat it quite a bit, and Lortab and Flexaril have
    become my best friends again. And of course, walking on it on concrete
    for 10 hour shifts isn’t helping any, but there isn’t anything I can do
    for it until I get back to the doc tomorrow!!!

    Asthma is back
    out of control again. Going back to see the doc again tomorrow to see
    what can be done about all this crap. Prednisone and Zithromax seem to
    be helping though. So THAT is good news!!!!!!!!! Just HATE the
    Prednisone bloat!!!!!!!! THANK GOD it’s just a short course! Just 4
    more days!!!!!!

    And also all the stuff with my mom. We’ll have to wait and see the results from her blood work. But if she does have the Myasthenia Gravis, it’s not going to be good on top of the Congestive Heart Failure and Restrictive Cardiomyopathy that she was diagnosed with last month. I’m just not going to
    have time for much of anything. Might even have to quit working full
    time and just work part time eventually. Depending on how bad she gets.
    I’m also waiting for our doc to fill out the FMLA paperwork so that I won’t have to worry about taking time off from work to take her to her doctor’s appointments and such. And also in case I get sick as well. And the way my asthma has been acting, it looks like it’s going to be a bad winter for it.

    Just have to wait and see.

    Oh well. I am really starting to think my Wushu days are over.

  • Cabo Wabo, Patron, Haerradura, Don Julio, or  Jose Cuervo? Patron and  Herradura!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOW!!!!!!!