March 1, 2005
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I’m poor, ugly and lonely. And not many people have all three of those things going against them now. I envy so many people right now. A lot of people I know have so much that they take for granted. Girlfriends/boyfriends, good jobs, they are at least halfway decent looking. I wish I had somebody to talk to when I needed them. And no matter what I do to try to improve my financial situation, it seems that every step forward turns into 3 steps back. And I don;t have the money to even take care of myself properly or at least like I would like to!! I can’t afford to go to the gym, I can’t afford to eat right, I can’t even afford to even get my fucking hair cut anymore!!! And my health is for shit!!!
