Had to do it!!

I think she's cute!

Man! I've got a lot to do still! Still packing and getting ready to move out of my apartment. I've got 5 and a half years of accumulation to go through. LOL! I just hope that I can get settled in two weeks. It's my birthday and I want to be able to chill out! And I would also like to get back into serious training by then as well!! I'm having to take a break from my weight training and only do Wushu for the next 2 weeks so that I can have time to work and move! I can't wait until it's all over with!!!

Eh, didn't go anywhere last night. Just stayed home and chilled out. Had a Tsingtao and a little Sake. Started to watch King Arthur on TV last night, but started playing around with my computer instead and missed most of it anyway. LOL! Oh well, I can watch it tonight if I want.

Started to clean out my closets and get stuff ready to pack. Got most of my bathroom done. That didn't take long. I'm just too friggin tired to keep going on it and then I have to go do Wushu in 2 hours. I have got to get my butt perked up before then!!! 

I'm so tired, but I need to chill out and have some fun! I wanna do "one tequila, two tequila, three tequila, FLOOR!!!!" Although that Tsingtao in my fridge sounds good too! Or some Sake!! Hmmm...

Skipped my training tonight. I have been doing good for almost 2 months and haven't skipped a single workout. And I think I deserve a break for a day or so. Just had so much other stuff to do, and still to do. Also haven't been feeling too hot either. I don't know if it's stress, being too tired, or allergies, but I just don't feel right. So, I'll just chill tonight!  

I bought a T-shirt from Hollister back in April and when I brought it home, I washed it and it shrunk so much I couldn't wear it. But I just tried it on and it FITS!!! The weight might not be dropping off me quickly, but my size is definitely shrinking!! YAY!!!

Well, I got a ton of stuff to do now!! I'm getting ready to move back in with my parents and I haven't even begun to go through all my stuff and start packing!! And I need to be out by the end of the month!! UGH!!! SO MUCH TO DO!!!!!

Well, training i going well, except over the weekend. I've just worn myself out! But I'll be ok tomorrow and then back at it again!! Wushu is going really well. Strange to say, but I am still injury free and getting a lot stronger! Weight is slowly but steadily dropping too. I am really hoping to be doing quite well by the end of the year!! Still got quite a bit to go, but I'm getting there. Just curious to see how it goes this week. I tweaked my knee doing jump kicks last week, and it's still a tiny bit weak, but it's better than it was! I think I hyperextended it when I landed. Oh well, as long as it feels better by tomorro night and it already does. Better take it easy on it tomorrow though!! And I need to get myself some good protein powder!! I don't think I'm getting protein!! I'm busting my ass trying to keep the muscle that I have and get rid of the fat, so I have got to make sure I train to keep it and also eat right as well!! I want my GI Jane body!! GI Jen. LOL! But a GI Jen that does Wushu. LOL!

Had to chill out today. I worked two double shifts this weekend including working overnight last night and didn't get much sleep today, so I rescheduled my weight training until Friday. That way I can still get all my workouts in this week. And DAMN!! Working overnight makes me stupid the next day!! LOL! I have never seen so many typos in everything that I type, and I also can't talk!! LOL! Everyone that I have spoken to today, says that I sound terrible!! LOL! I'm just TIRED!!!!!! LOL! DAMN!!! LOL!

Retook my CNA assessment exam today and only missed 3 this time. So I should be hearing back from St Joe's hospital sometime soon to schedule for an interview!! I hope that I get hired by them!! And I am also going to be moving back in with my parents for a bit so that I can save up some money and get back into school. Want to go back and get my RN!!

Well, things have certainly changed the past month! I've put myself on a super strict diet and training regiment and I've stuck to it! I started it on May 9th and I have not failed to make an entry in a month and I have never missed a Wushu or weight trianing session (other than the one I had to reschedule!). And so far, I've only dropped about 12 pounds, my body has certainly changed and I am also surprisingly injury free at the moment and feel great!!! And I am doing much better with Wushu, which is the main reason I am putting myself through all this to begin with!! I don't care so much about how I look (although it has it's benefits) but how I feel and how well I can train! Wushu is my #1 priority right now!!! It's something I have been wanting to do all my life and I am going to do my damndest to get better at it! And I am never going to stop!! I'm hopelessly addicted to it and I am not going to ever quit!! And I am losing weight and getting in better shape so that I can enjoy it more! GOD!! I LOVE IT!!!!!!! And I can't believe how much I do!!! If I didn't have to worry about money and was in good shape, don't think I wouldn't be training my ass off every single day trying to make the US team and travel, train and compete everywhere I possibly could! I would be willing to let it become my life!!! And if I ever get involved with someone, he had better at least have some appreciation for it as well!! 

Just wish my financial situation would change!!! But hopefully that will change as well. I am applying for a couple jobs that do hold a future for me as well. I'm applying as a CNA at one hospital and I do not have to be certified, they will do it for me, and then I am also hoping to get my ass into nursing school sometime shortly! Things have got to get better!!! I really want it to!!!!!! I deserve things to get better for me!!!!!!!!

Haven't posted in a long time! But I had fun in Indy at Celebration III. It was nice to meet some new friends. Just wish the weather was better and that everything wasn;t so crowded and busy!!

Got sicker than a dog the last day though. Got a really bad cold and it turned out to be strep throat and a sinus infection!! But I'm feeling better today!! And that's a good thing because we are having a mandatory Wushu class tonight!!!!!

I didn't get the job!

I just called them back and asked if it had anything to do with the problem with my former employer and they said it didn't. They just had somebody else that had more experience. She interviewed 40 people in the past 2 weeks and they just chose somebody else.

A FRIEND OF THE FAMILY WAS JUST ON THE NEWS BECAUSE HE FOUND A DEAD BODY ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD!!!! WEIRD!!!!!!!!!!!!

That kind of stuff does not happen that often around here and for it to happen to somebody you know!!!