I am so damned tired

I'm upset! I can't find my "Buddha is Phat" T-shirt!! DAMN!! I found my "Red Monkey Chinese Take Out" shirt, and my "Get Lucky, Rub Buddha's Tummy" shirt, my "Going Commando" shirt and my "The Dumbass Show, Starring YOU!" shirt too but not my "BUDDHA IS PHAT" SHIRT!!! UGH!!

Just found out that my brother in law is getting shipped over to Iraq next month. Not exactly the best news in the world! I hope that he comes home safe. And that goes for everybody else over there!!

Yep! I'm paying for my workouts the past 2 days!! SHIT!! I'M IN PAIN!!! Somebody give me a friggin percocet!! Better yet, I'll have a couple shots of tequila (takillya!!)

I wasn;t going to go do Wushu tonight because I had a migraine, my legs were incredibly sore, and my asthma was flaring up. But I'm glad I did go because we had a really good workout. I got the soreness worked out by the time we were finished with basics, my migraine went away partly because I took a ton of Tylenol and Ibuprofen before I left and was finally gone by the time we were finshed with basics, and I also took a breathing treatment before I left and made sure I took it easy when we were warming up. And then I learned a little bit more of longfist #2 with Lily. So it ended up being a good workout!! I just know that I'm going to pay for it in the morning. I paid for last nights workout today!!!

YAY! I just got a phone call from The Ridge! I have an interview with them on April 5th at 8:30am!! I'm keeping my fingers crossed!!

I went back to that same mental health/behavioral rehab facility to work a couple nights ago and I just mentioned that I was interested in finding out about working there, and wondered if I would be able to pick up an application sometime soon. Well, about 15 minutes later, a nurse comes up to me with some papers, and I ask her what it is thinking it's more stuff that I need to fill out about the patient that I'm watching. But no, it's a job application and she tells me to turn it into the nurses when I'm done. I ask if it's ok to turn it in the next time I go there. She says yes, but says that it would be better if I could get it done while I was there. Well, I get it most of the way finished, but have to bring it home to get some info from a phone book. I go to the nurses station and ask if they have one, but they don't. BUT they get on their computer and look the info up I need in the yellow pages on the internet!! And then after I finish filling the application out, I give it to them. One of the nurses then suggests that I write a cover letter. I said I would, but I would have to do it at home. She then offers to write it for me!! And she does, and another nurse helps out and then proofreads it! I sign it and then tell them that I would turn it in to the human resources desk when I leave. NO! The nurse that did the proofread, takes it from me, and then hand delivers it to the mailbox of head of the human resources department!! DAMN!! I have never gotten that much help with a job application in my life!! They said they were desperate for people to work there, but I didn't realize they were so desperate that they would help get you hired!! LOL! I bet anything if somebody from human resources was there, I would have already had an interview!! LOL!

Oh well. It's just got too many things going for it for me to pass up. If they want me, they got me!! Just tell me when I start!! This is much better than being a CNA. No more dealing with nasty infections and other contagious crap! And no more horny old men flirting and masterbating in front of me either!! And no more cleaning up vomit, urine, fecal matter, and other nasty body fluids!! I'd rather be with children and adolescents. I think I will enjoy this job if I get hired on. Cross your fingers for me folks!! I need this!!

Didn't train today. Felt bad, actually really tired. I went to the store and when I got back home, I went right back to bed and slept for a couple more hours. Really tired!!! But I hope I'll be ok tonight. I'm doing another overnighter at The Ridge. I have another one to one to watch all night long. I was with one yesterday and it was ok. She was restricted to the unit and could not leave her room unless she had to go to the nurses station and get something and I had to be within arms reach of her. But she was ok. It's not as boring as being with a patient in the hospital. I have a feeling that I'm not going to get my CNA (certified nursing assistant) but I'm going to get my MHA (mental health assistant) license instead.

Well, I'm feeling much better now! It's just frustrating when I get better and as soon as I do, I catch something else!! UGH!! But I called off work tonight!! I really want to go train tonight and not have to worry about staying up all night at work!!! I have enough hours this week, I'll be ok.

Someone asked me to build them a website last night. He's a Taiji instructor and he saw some of the work I had done already and he wants to make something for him and it's also going to be more informative then a selling tool. That's cool! And I am also going to be getting a copy of the article that is being written about me and my site I have for Ray Park sometime after the 18th. I'm really excited about that! And I am also excited about my trip to Indianapolis towards the end of next month!! First, I get to see Ray again (my bubby!!) and I also finally get to meet a bunch of people that I have been chatting with for so long! It's going to be awesome!! Party all weekend with my friends!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!

I also made some killer teriyaki stir fry! I also put some plum wine in it and it's AWESOME!!!  

I have a bad head cold now. I think it's from the ultra dry air in the hospital. I want to go train tonight, but I think I might take the night off and try to get my head cleared up. I didn't get to do my weight training yesterday either because my back started to act goofy!! I still have to work tonight though. I'm not looking forward to it at all. And I'm on the schedule all week long and they need a lot of help, so chances are, I'm not going to have a day off. BOOO!!